Same Je

What to say?!

Jom,, I tell you something.

Pada 29.8.2010 that day, saya telah berangkat ke K.L sejurus selepas paper trial BIO sy tamat.
(Destinasi sebenar Putrajaya tapi dah kat tiket tu tulis KBR - KUL , so I used K.L je la)
Wonderful rite...NO!
Because saya pergi sana pun bukan for having fun or what.
You know what it means by "SAJA"...If you do know, then good.
Because this is one of the reason why I went there. Saje.
Tapi, this doesn't mean that saya rasa menyesal.
Because I don't.
Lagi pun, bila saya pegi sana, then I can know my brother's new home.

And hantar my sister pulang ke tempat dia balik.
Tapi bukan la sampai Liverpool pun, KLIA pun ok rite. :)

Ni satu cerita lagi, sedihnye hantar my sis ari tu.
Awal2 tu ok je tapi bla time dekat gate "Perlepasan Antarabangsa" (yang xtau BM tu, meh I tolong translate for you "International Departure") rasa sedih je.
Why? Sebab dia menangis.
Tangisan yang mahu disembunyikan ialah bila habis je peluk2 dia trus turun escalator tanpa berpaling ke belakang dengan "acap" kali.
And I remember apa yang dia cakap to her "special" friend.
"Tak aci. Saya kena balik dah. Awak raya kat sini. Memang tak aci."
Kesian2. Untuk menyedapkan hati anda my sis, raya kat sini mana bez sangat pun.
Tengok2 raya kat perantauan lagi best.
So, don't be too sad. It's still raya no matter what.
What's the difference, cuma suasana.
Kita kat sini dengan sanak saudara and famili dan bunga api dung dam dung dam
And you kat sana dengan kawan2 seperjuangan, junior2 & senior2 dan belajar.
Tapi rendang ke, ketupat ke, lemang ke, still benda sama yang terhidang.
SAMA je.
So, careless 'bout that.

We Got Married

luv this show so much!!

KhunToria...

luv them...!


try la tgk...

best.

coz they are cute together.

Allah...Ya Allah

Bila Allah memakbulkan doamu
Maka Allah menyayangimu

Bila Allah lambat memakbulkan doamu
Maka Allah mahu mengujimu

Bila Allah tidak memakbulkan doamu
Maka Allah merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik untukmu

Jadi bersangka baiklah kepada Allah

Sesungguhnya kasih sayang Allah mendahului kemurkaanNya

Kerja2 Sekolah yg Tak Siap2

Biographics...biographics..
Biographics...

GLA [pai]...GLA [pai]


Kertas photostat Chemistry....


TOP GOAL [physics]...


Baca PGT [bm]...


ada lagi rasanyo tp x ingat la.

Hop susohnyo, selagi xsiap homeworks2 ni,
sy xleh nk wat revision utk trial+SPM ni.

Bukan gapo,rasa mcm ada HUTANG!

susah dih hidup.

Kawan Oh Kawan.Where R U?

Berkawan dgn org yg:

1. Tak jujur
2. Cakap dpn lain, blkg lain
3. Tak tau apa yang kawan suka & tak suka
4. Tak pandai jaga hati kawan
5. Kdg2 je baik
6. Mengata org lain dpn kita tp dpn org yg 'dikata', mengata pulak psl kita

[nom. 1=2=6]

Golongan "kawan" ni amat menyakitkan hati.So, wut we should do?
Cari orang lain yg bleh btul2 kita panggil KAWAN.
Bukan nk cari KAWAN SEJATI tapi cari seseorang yg bleh dipanggil KAWAN.
Mana tau mungkin dr KAWAN bleh jadi KAWAN SEJATI.

Tapi bukan juga bermakna buang je "kawan2" yg ada ciri2 di ats,
Tapi jgn HARAPKAN MEREKA.
Sebab mereka tak boleh DIHARAP.

Mungkin "kawan" ni akan kata yang kita ni yang cuba menjauhkan diri
tapi kesimpulannya kita akn berkawan dgn semua
trmasklah berkwn dgn "kawan" ini bersehingga lah
jumpa seorang KAWAN.

[berbelit-belit ayat]

Kalau tak percaya samada "kawan" macam ni boleh diharapkan atau tak,
boleh tgk reaksi "kawan" lps baca post ni.
Probability reaksi mereka:

1. diam n wat bodoh je
2. "bercerita" dgn "kawan" lain dgn ayat mcm ni: "Eh, ari tu ke sy g blog dia ni.Awk tau x dia tu pelik la. Psycho molep.

So, let me tell u honey, Psycho or not dis is my blog. I write wutever I want to write.
To me, this is the right place for me to write and say what I feel.
Just like u. Cuma bezanya kita, my blog is not private.
Mana la tau, tgk2 blog yg diprivatekan tu yang lagi Psycho.

So, watch ur words.Kita sama je.

REMINDER:Jangan la terasa sgt. It's maybe not you.Well, tepuk dada tanya selera la.

Result Xm Yg Xpernah Mimpi Pun Dapat

Wow! <----- ayt first hop kuar dr mulut bla tgk result xm semalam.

Xpernah pn mimpi nk dpt result gini.
Doh la ari tu xm hop paling truk pernah buat.
Imagine masa time xm:

Fizik paper 1, 40% dr soalan tu,ditembak!
Ditembak + ayt yg kuar dr hati "lantak engkau lah"

Hop Chemistry plak lagi la.
Paper 2 kat part esei tu meme gila ngarut.

Bio x soh oyk la.
Dgn afferent neuron & efferent neuron duk mana masa tu pn xtau la.

+Mat pn gitu jugo.
Pening palo time jawab tu.
Isy, klu bleh xse doh ingat tp tu la.
Benda pahit xsenang nk iley tp benda manis,,hmm senang ckit kot nk iley.

Alhamdulillah & thanks a lot to Allah hop bagi result mcm ni.
Pliz Allah, tolonglah jgn stop bg hamba-Mu ini result mcm ni or
even a better one.
Thnx!!!

Bila Saya+Cuzzy2 Jadi Rajin

Semalam g umah tok kat Melor[Melor ni kat Kelate..xjauh pn]..
Tiba2 rasa rajin.
Dey rajin, tersiaplah satu benda yg dipanggil dadih.
DADIH.Bukan Dadah.
Dgn rajinnya kami memasak serbuk2 dadih sapa jadi dadih.
Perisa jagung.
Kami lakukannya dengan penuh kasih sayang.
Doh la first time wat, xdo sapo2 mari nk tlg.
Apa lagi, kami [cuzzy2 n me] duk kalut.

"Eh, yolo ko ni"
"Gula banyok mana ni"
"Wak masuk gula banyak lagi" "Ckit jah padey"
"Acu kacau gak"
"Cepat2 sedia bekas nk letak ni"

Kalut key tu,..Haha.Teringat pulok.
Sapa siap doh dadih pn, hati xtenang.
Bukey gapo, duk takut klu xkeras ko.
Xsedap ko.Berat la kna kutuk.
Tapi, at last it turned out to be "BEZNYER!"

Suko gilo bila ore puji.Hahaha.[Gila pujian rupa-rupanya]
Sedap sgt.
Doh la kita ore letak dadih ni kat freezer.
Meh2 ice-cream doh.
Bila kito ore jadi kreatif, gini la hop jadi.

Saya Gila IY

[IY=Invincible Youth]

Ambo meme "gilo abih" cito ni. Suko la tgk G7 [G7=Girls 7.Dia consists of 7 Girls[Korean Artists]..] wat kijo kampung.

Doh la sep2 dia "tolol". Klu nk kenal sep2 dia gak..meh ambo tunjuk.


Nama dia Narsha [From Brown Eyed Girls.Hop lagu Abracadabra tu].Paling "senior" dlm G7 ni.Senior2 pn umur bru 30.To me, dia la yg plg lucu+tolol+kiut.


Ni plop the youngest one dlm G7 neyh.19 tahun. Nama dia Hyeona [From 4Minute. Hop lagu Hot Issue n lagu Muzik.Lagu solo dia pn ada ug0p tp xingat nama gapo].Dlm ni dia kna gelar Whiny Hyeona. She's kiut rite. Besides Narsha,she's one of my favorite too.


Ni Yuri [SNSD hop lagu Gee n Oh! tu.Famous kot dia ni.Tak kan xkenal]. Taewu Bear [co-host] minat dia ni.Org cantik, of coz la ada yg minat. And dia d'gelar d perfect one.


Dis is Sunny [SNSD jugo].Dia ni pandai act cute.Tapi dia slalu kena usik "Pendeknye budak ni". Pity her. Dia slalu jaga Pureum[lembu] n Invicible[hen] & Youth[rooster].Tiga2 binatang ni,binatang peliharaan sep2 dia.


Ni plop from group KARA [hop lagu trbaru diorang Lupin tu la]. Nama dia Hara. Dia suka wat cheesy jokes.


Ni Hyomin [from T-ara.Lagu femes dia Bo Peep Bo Peep n Time To Love]. Dia ni slalu ikut Sunny. People call her "Shoji Screen" [I'm not sure wut Shoji is]. Ada juga yg gelar dia "Edited Out Girl".Dats y la dia slalu ikut Sunny sbb nk kurangkan kna edited.Bijak sunguh.


Ni Seonhwa [from Secret. Group ni baru nk naik je. Lagu trbaru dia Magic].Dia ni cantik tp slalu blank. Org gelar dia "Blank Girl".


Ni gamba skali ngan host dia.

Tapi mmg bez cito ni.Every week mesti bawa guest artist. Tu lagi lucu tu. Tapi ada jugo time2 xlucu lgsg. Klu sapo2 raso nk tgk jugo cito ni, tgk la kat channel 303 [KBS World] ari Slasa kul 6.15 ptg. Ulangan dia kul 2.40 ptg ari Sabtu.

[Bukey ambo sungguh nk oyak tapi blog ambo,biar la ambo nk oyak gapo pn.Dih?]

Mawar Putih yg Harum

[Ari ni nk tulis dialek luar.no kelantan2.
p/s: ari ni je]

Lamanye x tulis+update blog.
Nama pn blog "Ada Aku Kesah". Of coz la update pn malas2 rajin je.
Awkward la pl0p.Tapi xpe.Tulis je.Like Nike says "Juz Do It".Hehe :)

nak citer apa ye..Hmm,xde apa pn menarik.Tapi d'sbbkn dulu stop tulis masa 4April jd boleh lah nk citer cket pasal my newborn niece.New pn x new la tp ok la.Bru dua bulan bkn dua tahun.Izinkanlah ye MissNHMK berkongsi crita.[Ayat mcm la ada org nk baca..hehe]

My newborn niece lahir 9/4/2010 ari tu.Apa yg epi skali sbb dia "niece"..
Bez bla yg lahir tu girl..Epi sgt.[Mcm la ank i..hee]
Dah dua-dua hero.Of coz la nk heroin pl0p.
X sabar2 nk tgk dia bsr.Sekarang kecik je..Nk angkat pn takut.
Biasa la, still lembik ag.
Eyh,lupa plak.Nama dia Nur Nisrina Nashwa bt. Khairol Asuan.
Maksud nama tu Cahaya Mawar/Ros Putih Yg Wangi.Tp klu campur dgn nama bapak dia, xtau la pl0p.Nak tgk gamba ke?[ayat skali lagi bunyi mcm ramai baca blog ni]
Ada aku kesah?Nak letak juga.




Ni la dia ank sdara bru i.Ni gamba yg masa fresh ag ni.
My kakak ipar so excited bla bdak ni lahir.
Of coz la wei,.Since ank yg 2nd ag dia duk mengidam ank pompuan.
Sampai ank 2nd dia,ramai yg tegur, ni boy ke girl..?
Adoii,,kesian.
Apa yg my sister + my sister-in-law + i plg excited ialah time shopping for nisrina nanti.
Mesti bez je tgk baju bdak2 pompuan kat kedai2 tu.
Kiut-miut. Yg laki punya hampeh. Pattern+design mesti sejenis je.
Klu yg len cket tu, dia punya harga pn bleh tahan.
Tp klu yg gal punya,,waa dah la murah,kiut plak 2.
Bez2...
Ok la,sampai cni je nk tulis.Byk sgt sampai melalut2 je tulis.
Ni la jadi bla salah satu impian jd kenyataan.
[Excited xabis2]

Meh Nak Oyak

Ari ni suka juga g sekolah sbb blaja skit jah tp mggu lps ag bez sbb xblaja pn.. 2 ari jah sekolah lps 2 cuti keputeraan..bez2! Ari ni blaja sejarah & chemistry.. meh nk oyk. b4 g chemist td smua duk jantung dupdap2..sbb lamaaaaaa dh xblaja chemist..seney cito,dah sebulan...ho gille!tp tgk2 bez jg chemist ari ni sbb bleh msk dlm otak..hahahha..nmpak sgt b4 ni xmsk sgt...tp sejarah pn bez ug0p..

cg rosya: kertas xm ari 2 cg wi doh ko?

5 cekal: x ag..

cg rosya: (dgn aksinya yg cute) yo ko x wi ag? (smbil2 jln nk cri kipas angin yg bleh sejukkan diri pd waktu tgh ari yg panas 2 -mksdnya dkt tmpt cik Habibati la-

5 cekal: yo..d0p ag (dgn ber sungguh2) (palo pusing 180 degrees d0h)

cg rosya: ok..sore g amik

(shima pn angkat tgn) (may chen pn nk g jg -nk kol mami dia nk oyk blk kul 4.15-)

shima: dua ore bleh x cg?

(may chen dk wat isyarat mata nk ajak g jg sbb dia tau aku pn nk g kol jg)

cg rosya: xleh...sore jah

habibati: 3 xleh?

cg rosya: (pusing palo ko aku n wat muka mcm "amboi3")..dua jah...! (aku duk sengih2)

(cg pn g smula kat tmpat dia kat dpn 2) (shima n may chen membuka langkah) (may chen ajk nge isyarat tgn) (aku pn gerak jg) (cg xsedar)

....a few minutes later....(setelah abs kol2 n amik xm papers) (msk klas)

OPPSSS!! cg sudah perasan...

cg rosya: awk g 3?? (suara kiut molep) (kita ore duk sengih2) Berani awk ingkar perintah dih...nk kno tulah...(geleng2 palo) (sep2 ni duk suko2)

moral value: mujur x keno tulah sungguh...n cg sememangnya kiut!

2009 SPM Result...

Pg td mmg tension abs-abisan..ada dua sbb: 1. sbb xm chemist [subjek yg aku rasa susah antara subjek2 science yg len] n xsbr2 nk abiskan xm ni cuz esk dh nk cuti..hooray! 2. nk tau spm result.w'pn bkn result aku but still berdebar jugak...

Abis xm trus bli ice-cream...sbbnye nk hilangkan ketensionan bla aku tau yg aku dh jwb chemistry seteruk-teruknya...pas tu kuar la spm result [technically result dh kuar tp bonda 'tahan' dulu sbb nk bg dlm keadaan yg sebaik-baiknya jd lmbat la ckit], bla tgk result senior2 ni, dorang xde la bleh lawan sekolah len tp ada sesetgh 2 mmg setaraf..dan yg setaraf ni la yg buat aku rasa 'jgn tinggal buku'...gla rasa tension..

so aku rasa walaubagaimanapun,,aku akn mencuba n cuba lagi utk dpt d best result..If God wils,,,..amin~

Cuba Baca

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

from : http://www.boardofwisdom.com/